Josh Milliken's Journal

3:43pm: Back Again
I haven't posted on here in a couple years, so here's whats happened.
I got married, got divorced, and moved out. Shit happens. I'm seeing a very lovely woman by the name of Ami, and I'm quite happy.

12:16pm: Musicians Wanted
I'm a rhythm guitarist (male 23) looking to either join or form a band.
Influences include: Breaking Benjamin, Nickelback, Seether, Theory Of A Deadman,
Cold, Tantric, Alice In Chains, 3 Doors Down, Papa Roach, Green Day, 12 Stones,
Shinedown, Godsmack, S.T.P., Matchbox 20, Puddle Of Mudd, Nirvana.
I would like to focus mainly on origionals, but do some covers for shows.
I am not into hard(death/black/speed etc.) metal. And I don't want to limit what I play and write,
I write anywhere along the range on music from mellow to heavy.

Email me at joshmilliken2001@yahoo.com or message me at joshmilliken2001 on yahoo or aim

12:34pm: Just to hear you breathing...
Well, me and mel are doing really good. I really love this girl, and she loves me. She makes me happy, and that's a rarity, noone ever makes me happy.

12:10am: Met a Girl..
Well, I'm seeing a great girl named Mel. More later, I'm sleepy.

2:25am: Wow, a year since my last entry....
A lot has happened,the biggie, me and Cassie were gonna get engaged but she freaked out and dumped me. Jade got me back on here, I didn't think my journal worked anymore. lol I'm a single man now if anyones interested. lol

12:50pm: Well, I'm still seeing Cassie and everything is going really well. I don't know what else to say, I don't do much other than work and be with her.LOL

12:00pm: Well, everything has been going pretty good for once, I hope it keeps going like this. I'm still with cassie, and it looks like we'll be able to work out being with each other around her going to college so I'm happy about that. Other than that nothings really been going on, cause pretty much all I do is work and go see cassie.

8:30pm: LOL, it's been a while but I finally got time to update this thing.
Well, I been dating this girl Cassie who lives about an hour and a half from me in Zanesville for about 3 weeks, I'm not sure if it's gonna work out since she's so far from me and she's going back to college this semester. So I'm still planning on moving to Daytona Beach, Florida. I'm working on getting rid of nearly all of my animals and getting a pair of poison dart frogs. And yay fr me I finally found a venus fly trap, I haven't seen one if years so I bought it. Well, that's all for now.

4:15pm: Well, I'm exta busy now, I was offered a job and took it, so now i have 2 jobs right now. I'm trying to save up money to move to Daytona Beach, and save money to get some other stuff ebfore I go. And I barely even have time to practice playing guitar.

1:55am: Well I figured I'm past due for an update, I've been busy recording my demo, I have the music set for 8 songs and the lyrics set for 2 of those. I'll update some more when I feel like it.

11:23pm: Wow, it's been quite a while since I updated. Well I drank new years and didn't even get a buzz, and everyone else could barely walk. I met a really cute girl and gotta talk to my brother and his girlfriend about asking her out as well as her brother who I was freinds with in high school. And hopefully she'll be at their show tommorrow because I will be with my little brothers girlfriend just to hang out there, even though I'm not into death metal at all. I put in some job applications today and hopefully one of them wants me and I can stop looking all preppy for these fucks at giant eagle and just be myself, if so perciings and blue hair and a goatee for me. Well I'll try to remember to update more often but I've been pretty preoccupied as of late.

12:36am: I'm tired. LOL
Well I've been really busy as of late. I been trying to put together my own band and date and work and go out and have fun and it's been taking it's toll. I can't wait till christmas is over with, so I can get back to taking it easy at work. Me and my friend Jake from work went out to the Tiger Pub bar last night because he was told a band was playing, too bad they played the night before, so we stayed and hung out there and THe Shaday Spot and once it was last call we rode around with this girl I think her name was Jenna and couldn't find anyplace open or selling any beer. Friggin religious zealots. Oh well we had fun I was out till 4am this morning hahaha, and I had to work 2-7 so I just got done taking a nap. Oh, and I'm working on learning some cover songs, here's my list so far leave a post and let me know if there's any songs I should try to learn, and remember it's for bars who know nothing but mainstream music.
Nickelback-Never Again, How You Remind Me, Figured You Out, Someday. Default-Deny. Tantric-Breakdown. Days Of The New-Touch, Peel, and Stand. Staind-Outside. Puddle Of Mudd-She Hates Me. Dust For Life-Step Into The Light. Audioslave-Like A Stone. Audiovent-The Energy. Seether-Fine Again. Nirvana-Smells Like Teen Spirit, Heart Shaped Box, Rape Me. Live-I Alone, Lightning Crashes. 3 Doors Down-Kryptonite. Buckcherry-Lit Up. Bush-Glycerine, Come Down. Collective Soul-Shine, December. 3 Days Grace-I Hate Everything About You.

And that's my list so far as is I can play most of about 1/3 of them, I haven't even tried to play 1/2 of them yet.

12:48pm: More Crap
Well that date didn't go too good, but oh well. But I got home and my server was down, and I wanted to pull up some tabs to play but I couldn't so I went to bed and it was still down until about 20 miniutes ago, fucking yahoo. Well I gotta go now, I'll update more later.

2:03pm: Sorry it's been so long..
I been losing my mind lately. I still haven't been able to ask Mandie out from work, but a friend gave her my phone number and told her to call me if she wants to go out sometime yesterday. I have a date tonight with some girl named Cathleen, I hope it's not a total disaster. Girls that I had dated before keep popping up and talking to me constantly now, which makes me sad. And I was in a car wreck Sunday, it wasn't that bad but it still sucked cause it was my first wreck. All the traffic sopped all of a sudden as I was trying to go through the Wheeling tunnel, and it's not supposed to stop at all, and I didn't have enough time to stop seeing as how the people in front of me had no braking lights and hit them and made them hit a truck in front of them. Everyone was all right at least but it scared the shit out of me and now my car's in the shop till probobly tommorrow, to fix the headlights hood and grill which all had minor damage. I think that about covers everything that I haven't posted in the past few days. I'll update again later hopefully, if I don't get lazy again.

12:48am: Well I didn't get to ask her out, she didn't come into work today. :( At least I have a date tommorrow. I'll let everyoen know how that went.

9:46am: Yep, you know it, I didn't ask her out yet again, but I would have if I had got to see her leaving, unfortunately she went out the other door on the other side of the bulding and I didn't know she left. Well I can try again today, she can't hide today because she's a cashier.

11:08am: Well here I am again.
I'm here yet again getting ready for work, it seems like I'll never have a day off again. Well I'm eating my corn pops for breakfast and freezing my ass of cause I only have my boxers on cause I'm not ready to get dressed. Well time for Josh's bonehead moment of the week, there's a girl(mandi) at work I been wanting to ask out and pretty much everyone knows because I been trying for about a week now, well yesterday I had one of the girls in the deli(tammy) talk to mandi and she told mandi she knows someone who wants to ask her out and mandi just goes "the guy from produce right" referring to me, and tammy tells her yes. So now she knows for sure and when I walked by her today she gave me this really weird look, well I do nothing right then (d'oh), and I wait until I'm done work and go to the video department(her department) to rent a movie as a sort of excuse to go over there (and to watch it with the rest of my family) and I couldn't ask her out, I choked, she rang me out and I was on my way. Well she works today so I hopefully have another shot because it's like the 5th time I've not asked her out. So wish me luck anyone who reads this, and I'll post my success or failure tonight when I get home from work.

11:38pm: Wow, it was a long day, I got up at 10am today(too early for my ass) got ready for work and worked the stupid 1pm-7pm shift, well i had all of my work done at 4pm so I just screwed around for 3 hours until I was done. Then when I got home I tried to call this girl I was supposed to take toa movie tonight but she never answered her phone, so I called my little brother and took him his girlfriend(jess) and friend(lucas) to the mall. We walked around there for about an hour until we got bored and went and got some pizza and then went to walmart where we just wasted another hour wandering around, I ended up buying Grand Theft Auto Vice City for PS2, and took them back to my dads house and took my step mom to work and now here I am. Sitting here relaxing to the sound of my typing this.

12:41am: Welcome
Well I just got this journal so I figured I'd write in it. I don't have much to say tonight other than I'm tired and have to work again in the morning. I'll update this thing as much as I can.